I’m becoming “tumblr-dead”. He’s kind of right. I’ve been so busy with stress and confusion and more stress and bullshit and even more stress. School, and lack of working, and no idea where my life is heading, and just the world around me is spinning. Sometimes, I wish I was 5 again. Everything was so much simpler, the innocence is actually heartbreakingly missed. People didn’t know how to hurt each other’s feelings and the essence of time was almost nonexistent. I’m working on living in the “now” but when the “now” is moving at a speed I can’t catch up with, then what? God leads me in the right direction, always, but sometimes that isn’t necessarily clear and in form.
For “now”, this coffee will satisfy my cynic subconscious for the next 45 minutes or so.
